I had never seen
the girl before. I had been living in this piece-of-shit college apartment for
four months. It was the week between classes ending and commencement. The
circuit breaker in the apartment kept failing and I had to climb down into the
basement every few hours and reset the switch. The final step of the basement
stairs was just a plank of wood stacked on a pile of bricks.
I had gotten into
the habit of eating peanut butter and toast with a mug full of milk in the
kitchen, standing and looking out at the backyard. While on the inside the
carpet lint gathered in the creases of the stairs, on the outside the lawn was
well manicured. Two or three houses rested behind mine in an upscale slum
village in Upstate New York and when the sun set it would catch in the trees.
It was unusually
hot for May and the girl wore only shorts. Her thighs blared white like an
overexposed reflection in a camera. She wore short blue shorts and a plain
white t shirt. At her feet padded a small white and brown dog, a Jack Russell
terrier. The girl approached from the north side of the lawn and I watched her
from the kitchen windows. The old tin spice rack didn’t obscure my view but I
had to move around the empty coffee cans to get a good look. I couldn’t tell
how old she was. The dog wasn’t on a leash. She must live around here; she’d probably
be about 14 or 16 then.
She made her way
to the mailbox as the dog walked himself over to the large sailboat my landlord
must have been trying to sell. It was about 30 feet long and had a red stripe
down the side. The dog peed on the trailer. The girl walked with a floating
tendency. Her legs stretched out across the green grass. She had curly bright
red hair that bounced when she walked. Hair I’d imagine the heroine of a young
adult fiction novel to have. She looked down and flipped through the white
envelopes but didn’t open any.
I stood in the
kitchen in yesterday’s athletic shorts and a large grey sweatshirt. I had
purchased it at a thrift store and when my mother saw it she decided to send me
some of my little brother’s old pullovers. I took a swig of milk. I had a milk
mustache. I looked at the kitchen, with the ants crawling across the cutting
board. I had just cleaned the sink and my 25-year-old roommate had left
parmesan cheese all over the cooking surfaces, a little gift to our ant
friends. The wallpaper of the kitchen was peeling to reveal prettier wallpaper
underneath.
Out the window
the girl called for her dog. Before she could leave, I went back to the living
room to finish my book.
Jack!
ReplyDeleteFrom the first paragraph you had me laughing. I feel like almost every college apartment has, in its own way, at least one part that is shitty and falling apart. The imagery/detail you used made me feel like I was not only in your kitchen, but experiencing the peanut butter toast and milk.
I was curious if there were any more thoughts that crossed your mind about who the girl was and what exactly was so captivating (if anything) about the girl and dog. Did she seem innocent, mischievous, lost, ect.?
"I had purchased it at a thrift store and when my mother saw it she decided to send me some of my little brother’s old pullovers." Moments like this pull me into your world and past, they are irrelevantly relevant, if that makes sense.